I lost someone really important to me I am in an extreme state of shock, depression and a lot more that I cant express, I wish there was some way to turn back time I would literally do anything to have things be different please let her know I think a lot of it had to do with my fear of always losing people that I care about, and the passing of my mom is coming up (the two year “anniversary” is on March 26th and she was my best friend) and when I’m afraid of losing something or someone I hold on too tightly and say things I dont even mean. Please let her know- maybe she’ll understand where I’m coming from because her mom has been sick too and now so is my dad and Im super protective of him because I dont want to lose him too- just like I was with her.